WHY IS THIS SO HARD?????

I'm still attempting to create a proper monstersona for myself. Something that isn't a Sans.
I think I've almost got it. At any rate, I've got the face the way I like it.

What you're seeing: My exasperation in trying to draw this sona and getting it to look right for me.

What you're NOT seeing: All the failed attempts at drawing it. Soooooo many sketches. aaaaaaaaa!!!!
This was the first sketch I actually liked, so I decided to line and color it.

What you're also not seeing: 90% of my neck floof tucked into the shirt and hoody.

I still need to do a more full-bodied view of the sona, including the wings. Still trying to figure those out.